A few words

I’m walking through streets that are dead
Walking, walking with you in my head
My feet are so tired, my brain is so wired
And the clouds are weeping

Did I hear someone tell a lie?
Did I hear someone’s distant cry?
I spoke like a child; you destroyed me with a smile
While I was sleeping

I’m sick of love but I’m in the thick of it
This kind of love I’m so sick of it

I see, I see lovers in the meadow
I see, I see silhouettes in the window
I watch them ’til they’re gone and they leave me hanging on
To a shadow

I’m sick of love; I hear the clock tick
This kind of love; I’m love sick

Sometimes the silence can be like the thunder
Sometimes I wanna take to the road and plunder
Could you ever be true?
I think of you
And I wonder

I’m sick of love; I wish I’d never met you
I’m sick of love; I’m trying to forget you

Just don’t know what to do
I’d give anything to
Be with you

BobDylan.com/songs/lovesick

How can you not just sit back and reminisce on life while listning to this song. The pain, lessons learned, yes even happiness comes flowing into me as I listen to this song. I’m definetely a late bloomer when it comes to listening to Dylan. I’ve downloaded his album “Modern Times” and it has definetely skyrocketed to the top of my list. Put on my iPod and just drift away…..

Having one of those days that no matter how hard I try, I just feel depressed. I don’t consider myself a depressed individual. I tend to look at life in a general positive light. But today it’s just one of those days. Woke up depressed, went to work depressed, came home depressed, went to the gym depressed, worked out until I was to tired to even think how depressed I was but now once again depression is setting in. The worse part is that I don’t even know why I’m depressed. I cannot identify the source of my depression so of course the human mind being what it is just creates a general state of depression. The commom “Life Suck” state of mind.
So why am I writing this? I have no clue. I don’t expect others to read it. I’ll probably be the only individual reading this post once its saved and published. Maybe it’s just an excuse to talk to myself and not sound crazy. I realize that this is just a temporary state of mind. We all have our ups and downs in life. We all have days in which we wonder “what if?”. I guess today is my turn to just start thinking “What if instead of going there I had gone on a hunch and went elsewhere?” Would my life be better? I’m sure it would be different, but better? I’ll never know. Maybe that’s what’s causing my depression . All of those forks on the road of life, what if I had gone left just one more time? I’ll never know.

I’m sure my current state of mind is being influenced by the fact that in two more months I’ll be a year older. I think I’m officially at the point in life when individuals (mostly men) start having mid-life crises…….

I never met my grandpa. From the stories I heard from my mom he seemed a really nice and caring individual.

Not sure why I originally created this section of my website. I’m not a passionate writer. I’m not a creative writer. So this section has remained empty for a long time. I’ve been focusing on updating my online photo album. One of these days I’ll come up with a project for this section of my website that will grab my attention. For now just put up with it’s loneliness.

Joe